![]() I’m no superman No, not the Man of Steel I bleed and hurt of flesh and blood But i care just the same i wish you were here with me tonight YAO FEI LUO seventeen Phoenix Hypernova Zenith Innova sky_scorpion5@hotmail.com where voices speak |
Friday, March 30, 2012
Always the wrong thing at the wrong time. And no in this case two wrongs do not make a right. Should have just stuck to what was tried and tested. It is not as if by taking this risk anything was going to be different or at least any better. i'll make every second count; 1:46 AM Thursday, March 29, 2012
I may never be the lead in your life. Probably not even the supporting cast. Honestly I cannot really tell. However I'm happy just playing a cameo role. The cameo that may appear very little and have made many mistakes and said many things wrong. But also the cameo that can be counted on when needed. The cameo that is always there when called upon. Always ready to jump into any scene. I'm happy if you're happy. I thought you were so I stepped back. Now I know it may not be so. Things probably cannot be the same. Too far too long. But I never stopped worrying. I was always afraid of you getting hurt. It's painful to watch and not be able to do anything about it. I hope you will find your happiness at least in this life. The day I am sure you do is the day I can stop worrying. It will be one of the happiest days of my life. I do not know why I'm taken up with it. We were never that close. But things are just... As for you, I really hope you will find someone who deserves you and treats you in the way you should be. I am very sorry for what I did to you and for everything that has happened to you recently too. I know you will probably never read this. I also that it it is hard to see things any other way but not everyone is like that. Perhaps in the grand scheme of things you just met two who are like that as the first two. However, we are only two. Don't judge the whole world based on such a small proportion. You will find your happiness someday I am sure. Don't ever think that you are not good enough in any way. You were, you are and I am sure you will be. It probably sounds cheap coming from me but i mean what I say. You just have not met him yet. I meant it when I said that I hope you can be happy again some day. i'll make every second count; 2:18 AM |