sometimes life takes us where we don't want to go and we're forced to make the decisions we don't want to make. sometimes we are dealt hands that we don't want. often we ask ourselves why? what have i done to deserve this? many face the gnawing realisation that no matter how hard we try, no matter how much we cling on to something, to someone, they still eventually slip through our grasp just like trying to hold an eel out of water. it is said that humans love to torture themselves. despite the knowledge that nothing last forever, we still keep trying over and over again to make forever a reality, and we are met with failure time and again. but we actually do not realise that it is because of each failure that we end up with a different goal to hold on to a different picture of the forever that we wish to create with each only being able to get better than the last. after all, what doesn't kill makes stronger right? or does it? (:
random ramblings.