I’m no superman No, not the Man of Steel I bleed and hurt of flesh and blood But i care just the same i wish you were here with me tonight YAO FEI LUO seventeen Phoenix Hypernova Zenith Innova sky_scorpion5@hotmail.com where voices speak EXIT HERE april becky brenda hengguang jermaine lelia merlin samantha sophia wanling weizhou ARCHIVE CREDITS Codes: -RAJAHchindian | Inspiration: kissandtell | Background: Kollermedia | Image Host: Photobucket |
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
the strange scary feeling rising in my gut. the lump forming in my throat as i try to swallow. the emotions forming a potent mixture as the realisation starts to sink in. the realisation that maybe, probably its happening once again. is it? usually instincts that themind controls are the right judgment. but it is always the heart that doesnt want to accept. the heart and soul. the entire essence. maybe this is the day history that is scary repeats itself.is it? i'll make every second count; 9:06 PM Thursday, November 13, 2008
what i worse than losing sight of something that caught your attention? it is losing sight of that thing without getting its attention. whats worse than making a wrong turn? it is not knowing where you came from. whats worse than losing your way? it is not knowing where you were headed in the first place. whats worse than losing your memory? it is not knowing who you are. someone today ask me. why must we judge? why must we always judge others? why cant we just remain judging ourselves? she had some other questions but it got really mixed up that i didnt really understand. well, what does judging do? it gives us an opinion of everything in this world. if we dont judge, it means for one, we aint using the gray matter up there for anything useful. we arent thinking. to the next two questions, why must we always judge others instead of just sticking to ourselves? well, in this world the way things work is really very interesting. to one coin there is always a flip side. ive mentioned before, what makes one side of the coin is the flip side of it. without it that one side is nothing. what makes light light? darkness. what makes good good? bad. everything in this world is judged not absolutely but in relative. everything is judged in contrast to something else. and hence if we dont judge everyone else, that makes us nothing. just thought it was interesting. (: i'll make every second count; 10:58 PM Wednesday, November 12, 2008
was at some motivational workshop today. and i figured this out. what is motivation? what is one's level of motivation? and this is my formula.. MOTIVATION Amount of desire for a certain outcome>/= Amount of effort required to achieve that outcome+sacrifices that need to be made. i'll make every second count; 12:35 AM Sunday, November 09, 2008
have been thinking a lot lately mainly due to some things i have seen. have been wondering, what is it that i want in this life? what am i working towards? why is it i do the things that i do now? what is the reason behind my existence? surely not to eat sleep and live life as a routine? of all the things i could be working for and towards, i realised that there is only one thing that i want. its not really good grades, nor to be an extraordinary sportsman. not to be cool or popular. not to be famous or rich. its a lot more personal than that. oh well.. i'll make every second count; 12:29 PM |
