I’m no superman No, not the Man of Steel I bleed and hurt of flesh and blood But i care just the same i wish you were here with me tonight YAO FEI LUO seventeen Phoenix Hypernova Zenith Innova sky_scorpion5@hotmail.com where voices speak EXIT HERE april becky brenda hengguang jermaine lelia merlin samantha sophia wanling weizhou ARCHIVE CREDITS Codes: -RAJAHchindian | Inspiration: kissandtell | Background: Kollermedia | Image Host: Photobucket |
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Thursday, September 25, 2008
love songs don't fit. at least not in this case. they actually suit a lot of people. those who are in love, those who have broken up, those who are heartbroken, those who just cannot be together. but how can it apply if you have never really be in love? if you have never really experienced how it felt? i'll make every second count; 10:54 PM Tuesday, September 23, 2008
the thrill of expectation, the joy of anticipation, the ectasy of hope... all but a balloon, a bubble filled with nothing but aimless meaningless pointless air.. it is all too easily burst and soon it dissipates into where it belongs. empty air. and then you are once again left behind with nothing. absolutely nothing.. why do you always persist in things that you know are pointless and meaningless? things that will end in failure and sorrow? sometimes thats just how we think huh? i'll make every second count; 11:26 PM Saturday, September 20, 2008
smith: why mr anderson why why? smith:why do you do it? smith:why get up? smith:why keep fighting? smith:could it be you are fighting for something? for something more than your survival? smith:could you tell me what it is? do you even know? smith:is it for freedom or truth, perhaps peace, could i be for love? ........................ smith:you must know it by now, you can't win, its pointless to keep fighting smith:why mr anderson why why do you persist? neo: because i choose to.. thought it was a nice dialogue (: i'll make every second count; 5:07 PM after all this time i realized that deep down i haven't changed one single bit. i'll make every second count; 5:03 PM the first day always will lead to more and more of the same till one day there is no more. the first time is always the start of something that will end in tragedy. will history repeat itself once again? i'll make every second count; 4:21 PM Friday, September 19, 2008
why is it we do the things that we do? what gives us the motivation to carry on everyday? for some its money. for others love. for others to joy of what they do. what about you? what about me? i'll make every second count; 9:29 PM Sunday, September 14, 2008
life works like drugs. there are always things that make us happy and high. but then more often than not it is not lasting. very often the aftertaste the withdrawal symptoms from the disappearance of hits out when we feel down and out. and they persistantly remain till we find something that makes us smile again. something that makes us forget why we were unhappy in the first place. but then again the cycle continues and repeats itself over and over again. this was something i thought about in sec 2 and recalled it recently so thought i would put it up here. :) i'll make every second count; 6:17 PM Wednesday, September 10, 2008
ah finally my first post with good timing!:D well was talking to a friend recently. and i said this. everybody makes decisions that we regret. i have made tons of decisions that i have regretted. but thats what makes us human. every mistake made is but a lesson learnt for the future. thats whats most important. that we learn from every regret we have made. it is precisely these mistakes and regrets that have helped shape who we are. thats why those who are always careful fall the hardest and get hurt the worst. but what matters most of all is that we focus not on the past on our regrets for that will only swallow us up. what matters is focussing on what is to come in the future when we can put the lessons we have learnt to good use. :D i'll make every second count; 10:33 PM TESTING TESTING i'll make every second count; 10:32 PM Sunday, September 07, 2008
my blog's timings are screwed. everyone has to add like 15 hours to it? i'll make every second count; 8:19 PM so many things to say. so little words to use. so many thoughts so many feelings yet none of which can ever be known. i'll make every second count; 8:01 PM every era has a song (maybe a few) that marks its existence. a sound that moves time backwards to the feelings to the surroundings to the experiences. a melody that freezes the body in time but the heart and soul ever so active. these music marks the periods of my life. these music signifies who i am. anw, ive been talking before about wanting to go back into the past to relive what had been there. well i guess for once i now feel that there is nothing for me to go back to. not refering to the period of time. its something else. suddenly there is the inexplicable sense that one is but a passing memory. well macbeth once put it this way when he described life. "tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow, creeps in this petty pace from day to day to the last syllable of recorded time; and all our yesterdays have lighted fools the way to dusty death. out, out, briedf candle! (and my favourite part) Life is but a walking shadow, a poor player that struts and frets his hour upon the stage and then is heard no more. it is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, Signifying nothing. i'll make every second count; 10:52 AM Thursday, September 04, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LELIA TEO!! :D i'll make every second count; 8:27 PM maybe my outlook of life has been too pessimistic? i wonder. its obvious i see many things as gloomy and have a poor impression of life. but come to think of it, its not really life that has ill treated us. in fact life has given us everything we have now. without life we wouldnt even be on this planet. so what makes life more miserable for some than it actually is? it is themselves. ourselves. wanting too much expecting too much. it is us that makes things complicated. one simple example. how do u determine if a place is on the left or the right? well technically speaking there is only one answer. but if we choose to be smart and say that if we look in different directions then left becomes right and right becomes left, what then is left and right? well some things i was thinking about today. i'll make every second count; 8:18 PM the mind operates like a hard disk or a computer. if you try hard enough you can erase and delete whatever you want from it. the heart on the other hand, is like molten adamantium. any imprint on in is unremovable, indestructable. when the heart remembers, nothing can remove it. i'll make every second count; 12:03 AM Wednesday, September 03, 2008
when your vision narrows from the 140 deg vision ( is it 140 deg?) to 30 deg to focus on the blessing that lies before your eyes you lose sight of the 55 deg of vision on each side. and you never know if there may have been blessings there that you just never focussed on. perhaps you may have got sight of some of them but they were only at the very edges of your 140 deg. perhaps they may have entered your focus, but only for that fleeting few seconds. and then they are gone. why is it that life never allows us to zoom in using all 140 deg? why is it that to zoom in on one thing we have to forgo the sight of another? why is it that when we lose sight of one thing that thing seems to move totally out of sight and even when we zoom out again we seem to be unable to find that which was once there? life is a funny thing. it always teaches us the lessons it wants us to learn in the hardest most painful way. it teaches us to cherish things by taking them away. and the biggest problem with that is what is taken away sometimes is never given back. sometimes the lessons we are taught leaves us with scars that can never be erased. what is then the point of these lessons? maybe to remind us never to treat what we have left the same way. and the 'best' part is that we humans often never learn our lessons. many a time it is not enough to take one. two three four have to be taken before the lesson sinks in. and sometimes it just doesnt sink in. sometimes that thick skull of ours proves to be simply too hard for sense to be knocked in, and in the end we are left with nothing.. nothing at all. no old no new. some of us are lucky to get second, third fourth chances. but when those are exhausted no matter how much we cry, no matter how much we plead and beg what was lost can never be found again. thats life and thats the lessons in life. learn it well. i'll make every second count; 1:39 PM THE PAIN OF LOVE you are so close yet your hearts are miles apart. you want to reach out and grab her hand. you want to look deep into her eyes, into the very recesses of her soul and tell her how much you love her. but there seems to be this invisible wall that prevents you from crossing the line. you hear her voice on the phone and hear her woes and sorrows. and deep down you want to hold her in your arms and tell her that everything will be alright that you will protect and keep her from any tears. you love her. she knows you love her. but it is just not to be. you want to make her yours but she was never yours to take. and the feeling of fustration of misery of unhappiness wells up inside. so strong that you want to scream your lungs out. so strong that it tears at you inside, pounding and pounding till you are brought to your knees. you look up in despair at the sky and all you see is darkness. not even a glimmer of light breaking through. and the first of the drops of tears that you have been fighting to keep back slowly trickles down your cheek. a dedication to someone. i'll make every second count; 8:25 AM Tuesday, September 02, 2008
you can't have your cake and eat it too. thats a common saying that is often repeated to people. well, to have one in there has to be another out. to fill a cup full of tea with coffee, one has to first empty it of the tea that is in it. we can never gain something without losing something. hence the saying there is no free lunch in this world. the problem comes when we want everything without giving up anything. in economics it is said that there are scarce resources versus unlimited wants. thats what human nature is all about isnt it? we want everything and we just cant bear to lose anything. well be careful when we try to get something new because we might forget that we have lost something. in fact, sometimes we might be too preoccupied with what we have gained that we lose sight of what we have lost which may have been more important. just some rambling stuff.. :D i'll make every second count; 2:55 PM |
