well, today for me is in most people's calendars is supposed to be a day to celebrate and enjoy. well i went to sleep early last night because i was too tired. well this morning when i woke, i saw four msges wishing me. i thank the four who bothered to especially sophia though i dont see you often. xin kai then mummy and bro sent me and later jermaine:) thanks alot guys:) means a lot to me:) of course a long the day there were others who did like jack just a while ago. really appreciate it:)
well had an alright day. highlight was eating with bros zhi wei hg and xin kai and becky:) (yup becky is a bro too) had fun talking and crapping and playing winning eleven. funny was when the bill came and i was worried for a moment that we did not have enough money. anyway today was my first time eating in swensens so u guys are honoured!:D afterwhich went to find bad gerl to help her solve the rubik cube. must admit i had some problems at first as ive not touched the cube since JAE. but some things cant be forgotten that easily..
well some ramblings. there is a saying that we ought to do to others what we want others to do to us and not do what we do not want others to do to us. well its human nature to still do what we do not want others to do to us as this is not a perfect world. however i like to look at it from another angle. why do we do to others what we want them to do to us? is it because we want them to do the same back to us? sounds like nonsense but let me put i this way. sometimes why are we nice to others? is it because we want them to be nice to us?
but that is still not exactly what i am trying to say. because ultimately even if you are very nice to someone, its not a given that that someone would treat you the same way. the saying is supposed to make this a nicer better world. but i guess it only ends up with some being unfairly treated.. haha
anyway today zhi wei asked becky. whats the point of looking at some one if you know that would be as far as you can get? well becky agreed and said there is no point whether seriously or joking i dont know. but i didnt get a chance to say what i felt.
these are the reasons why even if looking is all you can get its not pointless to look:
1) to make sure the person is still there for you to look at
there may come a day even that privilege is gone.
2) to know that the person is happy
if you really care about someone, regardless of whether the person is with you or not you would always want that person to be happy
3) to make sure that that person is alright
self-explanatory, you wouldnt want anything to happen to that person would you?

anyway, thats all for today! goodnights!