i am tired of defeat. tired of losing. tired of never ending with a smile. tired of always being the last to cheer for the opponent. we totally lost the plot in our last match. was totally lost when from the first moment on the court up till the very last few minutes. but we proved that we could play beautiful one touch passing that which we should have finished off with better finishing. well they say that with every step of the way there are of always the positives and negatives to take away and learn from. thats the best positive i could find other then the one goal we scored. negatives, alot to take. asked why i did not cry? simply becuase there was nothing to cry about. there was nothing to be sorry about. we gave the match away. we only had ourselves to blame. therefore there was no need to cry. because i know that we could have given so much more. so much more. well tomorrow is the final day. will this be a repeat of hockey season? i wonder. but im praying that i walk away tomorrow with a smile on my face. knowing that all the preseason talk about our capabilites and hype of our ability would not be left at just that, talk. i hope that tomorrow we do show what innova floorball team is all about. that the real innova team will show itself. one that is capable of scoring and winning matches. i am sick now. maybe i will be sick also tomorrow. but God willing tomorrow on court i am going to run my heart out, defend my heart out and play my heart out.